NaPoWriMo Day 9 : Calligram : Ovulation

Listening to the throbbing sounds of them leaving,

    My body,   letting them flow    out   of            me:

            Unfertilized and unloved, is this natural;

            Abortion? What do I say to them?

                            I     commit this   sin

                            Month    by   month,

                            I   commit  this   sin

                            Unwillingly. Jezebel.

                            A Madonna.  There

                            are tiny  graves  in

                            My womb, there are

                            Tombstones  neglected

               It  is  in  my   nature  to   have the,

      Devil  in my genes. Sitting then  twirling.

   All I see is blood, blood, more bumbaclot

  It’s not haemoglobin, just sounds of my ovulation .